Okay. Fucking seriously, something's gotta give.

I'm so freaking tired of people thinking they can just walk all over me and expect me to just be okay with it. Like, god damn. I'm just as human as you are and IT HURTS just as bad when someone tells me I'm not worth it, or some shit like that.

I recently has a "friend" post a vlog about me on youtube because she was pissed I didn't like her text she sent me. I'm so tired of her immature bull shit. I deleted and blocked her off my fb and deleted her out of my phone. She called me this morning at one asking me why I deleted her and I told her exactly why. I told her it was immature and compared her to a twelve year old girl who got pissed because her best friend stole her pants. Like, fucking seriously. Grow up and get over it. Don't post a fucking video blog about it. Shit.

*sigh* Sometimes I feel like it's just not worth it anymore. More and more, it feels like people just don't care. Right now, I only have one TRUE friend, and I feel like I burden her with everything I complain about. Idk. I guess I'll just go back to not talking about me, and just helping everyone else. My aunt told me that I care too much to the point where it seriously effects me, and that I don't let men treat me the way they should, and that I don't have good self esteem, and it's true. Especially the part about men. I let them use me, because I feel like it's the only way that I can get that attention. No matter what I try, guys just don't seem to like me. Bleh. I sound emo.

Chat at you all later,
Em[ily]<3